2735. Fountains Of Repentant Tears

No. 2735-47:325. A Sermon Delivered On Lord’s Day Evening, October 24, 1880, By C. H. Spurgeon, At The Metropolitan Tabernacle, Newington.

A Sermon Intended For Reading On Lord’s Day, July 14, 1901.

And when he thought about it, he wept. {Mr 14:72}

1. True repentance is always the gift of God, and the work of the Holy Spirit in the soul. Man, left to himself, continues in sin. If he turns from his iniquity, it is because God turns him. By nature, his mind is set on mischief; and if that mind is changed, as it is in genuine repentance, it must be because the Lord himself has changed it. That repentance which a man works in himself, without the Spirit of God, will turn out to be a repentance that needs to be repented of; but that godly sorrow for sin, which the Spirit of God produces in the heart, is a sure indication of spiritual life, and the constant attendant of saving faith. Whoever sincerely repents of sin, and believes in the Lord Jesus Christ, is a saved man; he shall be among the blessed ones in that day when Christ comes to judge the quick and the dead; and he shall be among the glorified for ever.

2. Yet, while repentance is created in men by the Spirit of God, he generally makes use of means to produce that result. In the case of Peter, the agency employed was thought, — thought about his sin: “When he thought about it, he wept.” There is no doubt that multitudes of sinners have been led to repentance in this way; and, in some respects, this must be the universal way by which the Spirit of God conducts men to the goal of true repentance. As long as they live carelessly and thoughtlessly, they go on in their evil ways; but if they are stopped in their mad career, if they are made to consider, if they begin to think over their sin, if God, the Holy Spirit, convinces them of the guilt of it, he uses that thought and conviction to lead them to trust in Jesus Christ. The memory of sin committed is the Holy Spirit’s frequent if not constant method of bringing men to weep over their wrong-doing, and to turn from it.

3. I find that the Greek word, which is rendered here “he thought about it,” is rather difficult to translate in order to give the full meaning of the original. There is, in the expression used by Mark, some idea of throwing or casting, so that some have even read the passage, “When he muffled up his face,” as though they thought it was implied that he cast something over himself so as to hide his face for shame at his great transgression; but others, as I believe much more correctly, think that our translation comes near enough to the idea of the writer, who wanted to convey the impression that Peter cast his thoughts concerning what he had done one upon another, brought before his mind the circumstances in which he stood, and heaped them upon another; and, as he did this, and considered his sin in detail, and brought out its true and gross guiltiness, then it was that he began to weep. Without, however, insisting on the absolute accuracy of this particular translation, we take the text as it stands: “When he thought about it, he wept.”

4. I. First, LET US STUDY PETER’S CASE, AND USE IT FOR OUR OWN INSTRUCTION. The details of this sad story are familiar to you, yet I may remind you of them in order that we may see in how many points we have been like him.

5. As Peter heard the cock crow, he thought, first, that he had actually done what Christ had said he would do, he remembered that he had denied his Lord. What had seemed impossible to him had, nevertheless, been done three times. He would not believe even his dear Lord and Master when he told him that it would be so; but now it was literally the fact that Peter, one of the first to follow Christ, one who had even walked on the water to go to Jesus, one who had seen Christ’s miracles, — Peter, the most earnest and enthusiastic of Christ’s followers, always to the forefront, ready to brave anything for his Lord, — Peter, who, with his sword, cut off the ear of the servant of the high priest, — he understands that he is the very same man, and that he has actually denied his Master, declaring positively that he was not one of Christ’s disciples. “When he thought about it, he wept,” as well he might. Ah, what castles in the air had vanished! What self-confidence had passed away!

6. Then, as he looked to the end of the hall where he could see his Master, he reflected on the excellence of the Master whom he had denied. Ah, Peter! you have denied the best, the most loving, the most lovely, the most tender, the most generous, the most compassionate, the most self-denying, the most pure, the most heavenly of leaders. If there had been some fault in him, if he had played you false, if he had been unkind to you, if he had promised you a wage, and had not paid you, or if he had lied to you, and you had found him out, or if you had seen some infirmity or imperfection about him when you watched him in his privacy, you might be excused. But to deny such a Master, — well may you weep, and cover your face for very shame. He is perfection, yet he permitted you to follow him, — you who are such a poor untrustworthy creature. How could you say, “I am not his disciple”; and say it three times over, so positively and so plainly, when, only a little while ago, it was your joy, your glory, your delight, humbly to follow in his footsteps, and to call him Master and Lord?

7. Then, next, he remembered the position in which his Lord had placed him. Peter, you are not only a disciple, you are one of the twelve disciples. Your Master singled you out, at least on one occasion, and spoke to you words that put you in a place of great eminence in his Church. You were endowed with the power to work miracles, you were exalted above the seventy evangelists, and called to be one of the twelve pillars of the future Church to be built on Christ Jesus. Yet you have denied him. Oh, how this thought must have struck his heart, like the point of a dagger, for, by so much as Christ trusts us, by so much is it a shameful thing for us to betray that trust; by so much as Christ puts honour on us by using us, by just so much it is an intolerable shame that we should put him to shame, and grieve him by denying that we are his. We can do this by our actions as well as by our words. You can deny Christ quite as much by acting inconsistently, as by standing up, and boldly saying, “I do not know the man.” Oh brethren, if Christ has highly favoured any of us, and used us in his service in any degree, and yet we have denied him, the memory of our sin ought to cut us to the quick!

8. Moreover, Peter remembered that his Lord had favoured him with very special fellowship with himself. Christ took only three of his followers into the silent bedroom where the daughter of Jairus lay dead. When he took the damsel by the hand, and said to her, “Talitha cumi,” and the maid arose, there were only three pairs of eyes, out of all his disciples, that saw that miracle, for “he permitted no man to follow him, except Peter, and James, and John.” Then, up on the mountain where the Lord was transfigured, and his garments became whiter than any fuller could make them, and the glory of the Lord shone on the Well-Beloved, there were only three disciples who were permitted to be there; and Peter was one of those who “were with him in the holy mount.” And in the garden of Gethsemane, when eight of the disciples were left as guards to watch at the gate there were three who accompanied the Saviour to within a stone’s throw of the place where he agonized, and “his sweat was as it were great drops of blood falling down to the ground”; and among the three who constituted the innermost body-guard of their suffering King was Peter. Yet, with the memories of Tabor and Gethsemane on him, he had denied that he even knew Christ. Do you wonder that, as he thought about it, he wept? Ungodly men, if they make a confession of sin, speak of it collectively, as Pharaoh did when he said to Moses, “I have sinned”; but godly men are not content to act like that. They enter into details, and in their confession they dwell on the minute particulars of their guilt. They seek out what will aggravate the sin; or, rather, will set it in its true light when they are making confession of it before God; and I have no doubt that Peter mentioned this as a great aggravation of his iniquity, that he had seen the Saviour in those better moments when only the elect out of the elect, the very elite of the apostolic band, were permitted to be present; and yet he had denied his Lord.

9. There was still more for Peter to think about; he remembered that he had been solemnly forewarned by his Master. Jesus had said to him, “Simon, Simon, behold, Satan has desired to have you, so that he may sift you as wheat: but I have prayed for you, that your faith does not fail.” And he had also said to him, “Truly I say to you, that today, even tonight, before the cock crows twice, you shall deny me three times.” No warning could be more explicit than that. If a man plunges into a ditch when he is told where it is, or puts his foot into a trap when it is pointed out to him, or, being warned of his weakness in a particular direction, nevertheless takes no heed, he really doubles the guilt of his offence, for he has sinned against special light. You do not often have the full light of the bull’s-eye lantern turned on a weakness as Christ turned it on Peter’s. He told him plainly what he was going to do; yet the boastful man declared that he would not do it, and then immediately went away and did it. This thought might well make him weep. The tones of his confident affirmation that he would never deny his Master must have still lingered in his ear; yet he could also hear the sad echo of the denial which he had so grievously made; and, therefore, “when he thought about it, he wept.” Why, it must have come to his mind that he had flatly contradicted Christ, and that he had put himself before all his brethren, and claimed to be better, more steadfast than they were: “Though all men shall be offended because of you, yet I will never be offended,” and, further, he said, “Though I should die with you, yet I will not deny you.” He had to eat his own words, and to confess that he had proved false to his own most solemn declarations, and that might well cause him to weep as he thought it over.

10. Yet there was something even worse than this; — Peter mourned that he should have denied his Master under such circumstances, — that he should have left him when he most needed a friend and companion. When everyone else forsook Christ, Peter not only forsook him, but he denied that he even knew him. If a man is really a friend, he certainly will stand by his friend when others turn away from him; yet there stands the blessed Lamb of God, buffeted, mocked, delivered up by cruel men to be crucified, and it is at such a time that Peter denies him, — denies him when he is about to lay down his life for Peter and for all his loved ones, — denies him when he is acknowledging us, and standing before the tribunal in our place to suffer for our sin. Oh cruel Peter, if you meant to deny your Master, why did you do it just now when he has no one to support him? Surely, it would have been more noble on your part to have said, “I am one of his followers. Nail me to a cross at his side, and let me die faithful to my Lord.” That would have been a speech more worthy of Peter at his best.

11. He also thought of the repetitions and aggravations of his offence, and this made him weep. In addition to denying his master, he told a positive lie, and repeated it again and again. He said to the damsel, “I do not know what you are saying”; and twice he said, “I do not know the man.” Now, that was an altogether unnecessary lie, because I should think that a very large majority of the Jews knew Christ. Jesus of Nazareth must have been so famous as a Teacher and as a Miracle Worker that many a man, who was not one of his followers, could not have said, “I do not even know him.” It was bad enough for Peter to deny that he was Christ’s disciple, but to say, “I do not know the man,” was a needless aggravation of the falsehood that he had uttered. What is worst of all, “he began to curse and to swear.” Liars generally seem to think that they will not be believed by their mere word, and they imagine that, if they will swear, then they will be believed. This is not the case, by any means; for, if you are wise, the moment you hear a man swear, you will know that he is telling a lie, for a profane swearer practically says, “I do not mind telling a lie to man, for I am not afraid to swear in the presence of God.” You never need to believe a man who swears; you may know that he also lies. But Peter, having the common notion that to blaspheme and to use strong language would be convincing, began to curse and to swear. Do not alter these words, so as to make it appear that Peter used very gentle and polite expressions. He did nothing of the kind, he used the strongest form of cursing that he could, for the Greek word is tantamount to “anathema.” He anathematized himself, invoked on himself the heaviest curses, — as profane people usually do, — in order that those who stood around might believe him when he said that he did not know Christ.

12. This cursing and swearing shows how very low Peter had fallen. When a man swears, you may, as a rule, be quite sure that he does not know Christ. Peter may have thought within himself, “There never was a disciple of Christ yet who took to swearing; so, if I swear, they will think at any rate that I am not one.” So he borrows, out of the mouth of the profane, language which did not belong to him, and he utters it in order that they may really think that he is no disciple of Christ. When the cock crowed, and he thought of all this, he might well weep. Why, this is the man who said, on the Mount of Transfiguration, “Lord, it is good for us to be here: if you wish, let us make three tabernacles here.” This is the man who said to Jesus, across the stormy sea, “Lord, if it is you, ask me to come to you on the water.” This is the same man; yet he has been cursing, and swearing, and denying Christ. When he thought all that over in his mind, it is no wonder that he wept.

13. II. Now, in the second place, LET US STUDY OUR OWN LIVES, AND USE THE EXERCISE FOR OUR FURTHER HUMILIATION.

14. I will begin with the backslider. There are, alas! many who have denied Christ in this way. After having followed him for years, they have gradually grown cold, and have turned aside from Christ, their Lord and Master. I want you, dear friend, once a member of this church, yet now a backslider, to think this matter over very carefully and prayerfully. You were converted in a very remarkable way; you were, by divine grace, kept for years from sins into which you had formerly plunged; you had much joy and peace in believing; and, sometimes, in the services of the Lord’s house, and especially at the communion table, you have felt as if you could sit and sing yourself away to everlasting bliss; you have often talked to your friends and relatives about the bliss that dwells in the name of Jesus your Saviour; yet now you are a backslider! I cannot go into the details of your sin; perhaps if would not be right or profitable to mention such matters in public; but will you think about it? Please, my brother, — my brother Peter, — think about it; think over all the details in your mind. This may seem to you to be a very bitter task, but its result will be sweet one day. You do not like to remember your sin; but, if you remember it, God will forget it; whereas, if you forget it, God will remember it against you.

15. Possibly, you were not only a member of the church, but you were a teacher in the Sunday School. Do you remember how earnestly you used to teach the children, how anxious you were to lead the little ones to the Saviour, and the intense joy with which you heard their first expressions of confidence in Christ? You remember what zeal and devotion to your Lord and his service you revealed in those happy days which have long gone by; but what a change has come over you! Surely, as a wife treacherously departs from her husband, so you have departed from Christ; and in going astray from him, you have turned aside from happiness, and from peace. You know that you are not happy, you also know that you never can be happy while you continue in your present condition. You have tasted so much of the joy of true religion that you are quite spoiled for the world. A man who lives in sin, and loves it, may get some kind of pleasure out of it; but if, by divine grace, you have once been brought out of the City of Destruction, you cannot go back to it; the place would be a house of bondage for you. There is nothing for you but to go forward; because, as John Bunyan says, there is no armour for the Christian warrior’s back, and if you turn around, you will quickly be wounded by the great adversary. You must go forward; there is something within you which tells you that you must; and I believe you will find that it will help you to go forward if you think over the sin that led to your departure from the right road, and that has made you, who used to teach others, now need to be taught yourself.

16. Is there, in this great throng, one who used to be a preacher of the gospel, a minister of Christ, and who has turned aside? Such men are not as rare as one could desire. I can, at this moment, recall one who used to be prominent in Christ’s service, but who now spends his life in serving Satan. We sometimes meet men who have the drunkard’s brand on their face, and they tell us that they were formerly ministers at such and such places. Oh my brother, my brother Peter! How sad it is that, after having preached Christ, you have denied him! Were you sincere in your preaching, or was it a lie? Did you do it for the sake of the loaves and fishes? May God have mercy on you, if you were a whitewashed hypocrite! But now have the whitewash removed, and appear in your true colours. Possibly, however, you can say, “Yes, I did serve the Lord sincerely; I did long to do good in his name.” Then, how did you get down to your present condition? A more important question is, — Do you not wish to get out of that sad state? Oh, I beseech you, since you have disgraced the name of Christ, and put him to public shame, come back to him at once! May he make you to hear the cock crow this very hour, awakening your slumbering conscience, and may you go out to weep bitterly over your terrible sin! It is by that Water Gate that many find entrance into the Haven of Peace. It is by deep conviction of guilt, and by true contrition of heart, that they at last come to the feet of Jesus, and find salvation there. Out of such a congregation and such a church as this, it is not possible for anyone to know all that goes on; but we cannot help hearing of one here and another there who gradually turn aside. They have grey hairs, but they do not perceive them, and at last they slip back almost imperceptibly, and, eventually, they fall into some open sin. Return, oh backsliding daughter! Return, oh weeping one, to your Saviour! Return, oh prodigal child; come back to your Father’s house and heart! The door of his house is open to receive you, and his heart is waiting to welcome you! Return, return, return!

17. But now I must speak to another class of people, those who never did come to Christ. I wish I had the power to make them think about their past lives until they wept over them. Shall I try to recall some things to the memory of careless ones who are still unconverted? I should have to go back a long way with some of you, — back to the old house at home, and to your dear mother, — oh how she prayed for you, and pleaded with you, while you were a curly-headed boy! You remember the name that was written in your Bible, and the request that you would read a portion out of it every day when you first went away from home. You little thought, then, that you would ever be a swearer, that you would grow up to be a drunkard, that you would be a Sabbath breaker and a companion of the wicked. If anyone had foretold that concerning you, in those days, you would have said, with Hazael, “Is your servant a dog, that he should do this great thing?” Yet you have done it. Then, do you remember the feelings you had in your early days, those childish prayers that were sincere in their way, — those simple hymns that you delighted to sing, — the time when you used to get alone, and cry out to God! In those days, if you had had a portrait of yourself, as you now are, shown to you, and it had been said, “That is what you will grow to be,” you would not have believed it, would you? They were happy days, but they are gone, never to return. For years after that, you had a very tender conscience, had you not, my brethren? I want you to remember that fact if it was true in your case. Then, when you first went into overt sin, you were very frightened and alarmed; now you can do a great deal that is evil without being at all troubled, but it was not so with you then, you could not feel easy while engaged in wrong-doing. Why, sometimes, you have been sitting in the theatre when there has been some lewd word or action, and you have felt that you ought not to be there. You have wondered that the place did not tumble down around your ears; but you do not feel like that now. Remember, too, how you used to be startled in your sleep through some alarming dream, and how you awakened in terror, and sat up in bed, and wondered how you could live as you did live, without God, and without Christ, and in constant jeopardy of being cast into hell. I want you to recall all this, and to remember how you seared your conscience, as with a hot iron, until you had burned out of it the possibilities of sensibility.

18. I want you also to remember another thing; and that is, God’s mercy to you. Try and think about that for a little while. God has been very gracious and kind to some of you. You have prospered in business beyond all your expectations; or you have been helped in times of trouble when you could not have thought that God would aid you. For which of these things do you now neglect him? What has God done to you, or for you, that you should remain his adversary? You remember that long sickness, when you were brought very low. “Do not talk about it,” you say. But I must talk about it, because there was something, that happened then, which ought not to be forgotten. In the middle of that illness, you vowed that, if you ever got well again, you would lead a very different life. You remember that you promised that; God registered the vow, though you have broken it.

19. I do not know how to say all that I have in my heart, because there are certain things which I want some of you to think about, yet I can only just mention them in the public service. Remember the sins which you committed in which others were involved, — sins which have ruined their souls, and which you can never undo. A man may sometimes sin by himself, as Peter did; but some men sin with others, and drag down others as they sink themselves. It is sad enough to go to hell alone, without having one’s arms wrapped around others, to be the means of their ruin also; yet there are some men, and some women, who have dragged scores down to hell with them. Oh God, have mercy on them for this dreadful crime! If any here have been so guilty, I entreat them to think of their great sin, to look it steadily in the face until their eyes burn, and to keep on looking at it until the blessed drops of penitential grief shall distil from their eyes. Why should you not think of what you have done? Do you imagine, because you forget it, and draw a veil over it, that it is destroyed? No, sirs; you may blot out your memory of the crime, but it is as fresh in God’s book of remembrance as if it had been committed only yesterday. “But,” you say, “this wrong was done fifty years ago.” That does not make any difference; in the sight of God, it is just as though you did it tonight; and it will be the same with you, one of these days, when stern Justice, like a grim chamberlain, with black hands shall draw back the curtains of the bed on which you now securely sleep, and wake you up to see that your sin, unless Christ has buried it in his tomb, is still alive to curse you for ever. Oh, may God help us to think over our sin until we shall comprehend its guilt, and bow before the thrice-holy Jehovah in true penitence!

20. Some of you, who have been living in sin, and living without God, are doubly guilty, because you have sinned against light and knowledge. You are not like the ignorant multitude, for you have been well taught and trained from your very childhood. Moreover, many of you have been endowed by God with good common sense and sound judgment, and it has been a difficult matter for you to continue in your evil course while your own conscience was accusing you. Think of this, because it aggravates your sin, and makes you more guilty than those who have not had such privileges. Some of you have heard the gospel until you know all about it. I cannot tell you anything new, and I never try to do so; when we have seen the old truths exercising all their possible power over our hearers, then there will be time enough to think of something new; but they have not reached that point yet, so we still continue telling “the old, old story.” Oh, that the Lord would cause you to remember the sermons that you have heard, the prayer meetings you have attended, the revival services you have passed through, and the resistance to your own conscience and to the Holy Spirit which some of you have dared to carry on! Oh my God, I cannot break the rock; I cannot make the water flow from it, either with a rod or by speaking to it! You must do the work, oh blessed Spirit, if it is to be accomplished! Will you now constrain these people to think about their past lives, until they shall go out of this building to seek a quiet place where they may weep in penitence before the Lord?

21. III. I have set before you the example of Peter, and have tried to transfer it to your own experience; I must now close by asking you to OBSERVE THE RESULT OF THESE THOUGHTS ON YOURSELVES.

22. Alas! there are some who can think of sin without emotion. I have tried to make you think of your past sin; do you find that such thoughts lead you to repentance? Has God blessed this meditation to the breaking of your heart, and the humbling of your spirit? If you answer, “No,” if you can think over all your past life, and still say, “No, I do not weep; I do not repent”; I am afraid that you are like Judas rather than Peter; I fear lest I have met the son of perdition, and not an heir of glory.

23. What can be said for the man who is aware of his sin, but who tries to blame it on someone else? I have known some who have charged the guilt of their wrong-doing to their constitution; they were so constituted, they say, that they could not help sinning as they did; this is trying to blame the guilt of their transgression on God. “Oh!” one says, “it is my business that has made me sin; if you had been in my position, you would have been no better than I am.” Perhaps so; but you mean that you are not the sinner, it is your business that is guilty. It does not appear that you are one of those whom Christ came to save, for he came to save sinners, the lost. He did not come to call the righteous, but sinners; and I do not think his call will be extended to your business; it is you yourself who must be saved, and no one but Christ can save you.

24. “Oh!” one says, “my sin is the result of my circumstances.” Whatever your circumstances may have been; whether you were rich or poor, or whatever your condition may have been, if you try to lay the blame of your guilt on your circumstances, I have little hope concerning you. There is no mercy for you, and there will be no forgiveness for you, until you take the blame of your sin on yourself. “Oh, but I was so tempted!” Yes, I know; that was the old excuse of Adam and Eve. “The woman gave me the fruit of the tree,” said Adam. “The serpent beguiled me,” said Eve. Perhaps you also lay the guilt of your evil-doing on the devil; he is a beast of burden that carries many saddles that never belonged on his back; but I must tell you that, as long as you lay your sin at the devil’s door, there is no mercy for you. Plead guilty, I implore you, for you are the guilty party, and then you shall receive the pardon for your transgression. It is the sign of a sad condition of heart when a man, instead of confessing his sin, and honestly admitting that he is guilty of it, and lamenting before God that he should have been so wicked, turns around, and casts the blame on chance, or on anyone but himself.

25. I hope, however, that I am addressing some who are moved to penitence by thinking of their sin. I hear one say, “As I think over my sin, I am moved to great sorrow. I do desire to have that sin put away, for I long to be completely delivered from it, and I do want to be reconciled to God.” I am glad to hear you say that, and I will tell you something that ought to move you even more than the thought of your sin, something that ought to make your heart leap within you. Do you ask, “What is that?” Why, it is this, — that, although you have denied Christ, as Peter did, with many aggravations of your guilt, he still loves you, and he invites you to come to him, for he has blotted out all your transgression. God told Jeremiah to say that, when a wife treacherously departs from her husband, when she commits adultery, and falls into all manner of wickedness, he cannot be expected to receive her back again; yet God says to the soul that has gone astray from him, “ ‘I am married to you,’ says the Lord; ‘come back to me, and I will forgive you, however much you have defiled yourself.’ ” It was not many days after Peter had denied his Master, that the Master, having died and risen from the dead, sent a special message to him. The angel said to the women, “Go your way, tell his disciples and Peter that he goes before you into Galilee: there you shall see him, as he said to you.” And it was not many days after that that Peter stood by the sea-shore, and his Master said to him, “Simon, son of Jonas, do you love me?” And Peter was able to answer, “Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you.” Christ had always loved him, and he loves you too, poor penitent soul. You have denied him, but he has never denied you. No, backslider; you have been false to Christ, but he has never been false to you. Come back to him who still loves you; the marriage tie is not broken, the covenant of peace is not cancelled, though you have transgressed so grossly.

26. What a mercy it was for Peter that, within a short time of his great fall, his Master gave him work to do; and that same Peter, who had shamefully denied his Lord, was standing up in Jerusalem, filled with the Holy Spirit, preaching to the multitudes, and bearing the standard of the cross in the very forefront of the battle, the bravest of the brave! And Peter ended his career by dying for his Master, as Christ foretold that he would, by being crucified head downwards, thinking himself unworthy to die in the same position as his Lord had done, and asking as a favour that, if he must be crucified, it might be in that way; yielding up his whole being, in life and in death, to Christ out of intense loyalty to his Lord who had so freely forgiven him his great transgression. That same Master is here, at this moment, seeking you poor prodigals; and he would have you come to him, and receive this gracious message from his lips, “I have blotted out, as a thick cloud, your transgressions, and, as a cloud, your sins: return to me, for I have redeemed you. Behold, I have cast all your transgressions behind my back, and will remember them against you no more for ever. Go out, and serve me, and rejoice in me all your days. Love me much, for you have had much forgiven.” May God grant that many of you may have grace given to you to enable you to obey that blessed word, and to the name of Jesus shall be praise for evermore! Amen.

Expositions By C. H. Spurgeon {Mr 14:27-31,53,54,66-72 Joh 18:15-18,25-27}

14:27-29. And Jesus says to them, “All of you shall be offended because of me tonight: for it is written, ‘I will strike the shepherd, and the sheep shall be scattered.’ But after I am risen, I will go before you into Galilee.” But Peter said to him, “Although all shall be offended, yet I will not.”

There was love in that utterance, and so far it was commendable; but there was also much self-confidence in it, and there was great presumption, for Peter dared even to contradict his Master to his face; and, at the same time, he contradicted the inspired Scripture, for Jesus had told the disciples that it was written that the sheep should be scattered. Yet Peter boldly denied both what God had written and what Christ had said. Alas! there is nothing of evil which proud self-confidence will not make us do. May God save us from such a spirit as that!

30, 31. And Jesus says to him, “Truly I say to you, that today, even tonight, before the cock crows twice, you shall deny me three times.” But he spoke all the more vehemently, “If I should die with you, I will not deny you in any way.”

See how positive he was, how reliant on the strength of his own love. It was good to feel such love, but it was bad to mix with it such self-confidence.

31. They all said likewise.

Whenever a man, who is called to be a leader, goes astray, others are pretty sure to follow him. It was so on this occasion, for when Peter made his boastful speech, “They all said likewise,” all the rest of his brethren chimed in, and so shared in his sin, but he was chief in the wrong-doing, for he led them all.

In the 53rd verse, we read what happened after Christ’s agony and betrayal in Gethsemane: —

53, 54. And they led Jesus away to the high priest: and with him were assembled all the chief priests and the elders and the scribes. And Peter followed him afar off, even into the palace of the high priest: and he sat with the servants, and warmed himself at the fire.

Meanwhile, Christ was being put to the utmost derision and contempt. In the 66th verse, we are told more concerning the boastful disciple: —

66-70. And when Peter was below in the palace, one of the maids of the high priest comes: and when she saw Peter warming himself, she looked at him, and said, “And you also were with Jesus of Nazareth.” But he denied, saying, “I do not know, neither understand what you are saying.” And he went out into the porch; and the cock crew. And a maid saw him again, and began to say to those who stood by, “This is one of them.” And he denied it again. And a little later, those who stood by said again to Peter, “Surely you are one of them: for you are a Galilean, and your speech shows it.”

He could not hold his tongue, you see. He was always fast and forward in speech; and no sooner did he begin to speak than the people said, “That is the Galilean brogue; you come from that part of the country, your speech betrays you.”

71, 72. But he began to curse and to swear, saying, “I do not know this man of whom you speak.” And the second time the cock crew. And Peter recalled to mind the word that Jesus said to him, “Before the cock crows twice, you shall deny me three times.” And when he thought about it, he wept.

Reading from John’s gospel:

18:15. And Simon Peter followed Jesus, and so did another disciple:

That is John, of course; he never mentions his own name if he can help it.

15, 16. That disciple was known to the high priest, and went in with Jesus into the palace of the high priest. But Peter stood outside at the door. Then that other disciple went out, who was known to the high priest, and spoke to her who kept the door, and brought in Peter.

I always imagine that John had a greater tenderness for Peter because he was the means of getting him into the palace of the high priest. Peter could not have gotten in if he had been alone, but John was known to the high priest, and so secured his admission. He must always have felt sorry that he took Peter into a place where he was so strongly tried. Hence John sought him out after his great fall; when perhaps the other disciples were inclined to leave him by himself, John cheered him up, and brought him back to the faith.

17, 18. Then the damsel who kept the door says to Peter, “Are you not also one of this man’s disciples?” He says, “I am not.” And the servants and officers stood there, who had made a fire of coals; for it was cold: and they warmed themselves: and Peter stood with them, and warmed himself.

That was a very dangerous place for Peter to be in; he would have been safer out in the cold.

25. And Simon Peter stood and warmed himself.

Twice over, we are told that, while his Master was being buffeted, Peter stood in the midst of the ribald throng, and warmed himself.

25-27. Therefore they said to him, “Are you not also one of his disciples?” He denied it, and said, “I am not.” One of the servants of the high priest, being his relative whose ear Peter cut off, says, “Did I not see you in the garden with him?” Peter then denied again: and immediately the cock crew.

So Christ’s prediction was literally fulfilled, and so, by what seems the humble instrumentality of a cock crowing, Peter was brought to repentance. There is many an eloquent divine who has missed the mark when he has been preaching, but God has spoken by a very humble voice. You, dear friend, although you have no gifts of speech, may go and tell the story of Jesus Christ to someone, and God may bring him to repentance through you, as he brought Peter back to himself through the agency of this bird.

May God make us all useful, and keep us from falling into transgression as Peter did! Amen.